Sunday, February 28, 2010

Surfaces, images and Lectures!



I have been so crazy busy!
I will be giving my first lecture tomorrow...yikes!!! Even though i know there will be like 5 people there i am still very nervous. Very extremely nervous. The lecture is for a scholarship I was awarded in 2007 to go to Lamu to research swahili architecture. Yeah long time ago for me to be talking about it now!!! but I am kinda grateful to have the opportunity to learn how to talk about research.

Great news too, I got the chance to have my photographs shown in the student gallery in Bentonville Ar. The concept for the collection of pictures (for the gallery) is surfaces.
While taking photographs for my thesis research in the slums I noticed beautiful details on the buildings, details that tended to go unnoticed when viewed within the chaos of everything else So i thought isolating that beauty might be a plan.

I wanted to show the beauty of the materials giving a glimpse into aspects of the slum that should be celebrated. For each photograph I zoomed in into sections of the wall surface to show texture, shadow, colour, or overlapping materials. The colours of the buildings were so unreal- the paint would mix with rust and dirt to create the most gorgeous hues. Some of the zoomed in pictures look like paintings...that I had not expected but was not surprised at all.
Will try and take pics at the opening this Friday.
Here is a teaser...
*The bottom image is how the pic would be viewed at the gallery- focused in on a particular portion of the wall.


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Words floating in my head

It is a little strange standing where i am, time that elusive ever present companion,
has been whispering coded messages to me revealing always a little at a -time that today is really all there is. That my now is the ony thing really gauranteed and that i should celebrate that and do the best that i can with it. What exactly i am supposed to do i do not know... that i guess is the coded part. I believe somewhere inside me i know the answer but i have not learned to listen to myself that well- yet.
Standing here i know my thesis is important, that within this study i am developing my discourse, my purpose through architecture becasue i don't believe we could possibly have one purpose! The one i intend to fulfill through buildings lies here...somewhere; this is the start. That gives me some comfort to know this journey means something, but this journey through school has also kept me really busy, I have not had time to discover other parts of me. My heart and spirit seem different my mind has been slow to catch up. Somewhere along the last 5 years i changed over and over and over again and i could not always keep up, but suddenly standing here things seem to be gaining clarity a little at a time.

I feel like the start of a new year means the begining of a new time...as corny as that sounds. I feel like i am getting another chance to get to know myself, learn my heart and follow it. Kinda scary, mostly exhilarating!...for now at least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Research ventured

You never find what you expect to find- when you go looking. You have one idea about something but it turns out to be something else more or less spectacular than your expectation, but what if you had no expectations? I was so busy preparing for the trip home I never had time to build up any illusions; I went to the slums prepared to meet- the slums I sort of expected what physical conditions i'd find there- what type or buildings but I had no idea what to expect from the people who lived there. I assumed they would be regular Kenyans struggling to make ends meet mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers…just like the rest of us. You hear the saying almost every day no matter what part of the world you live in. "People in the slums live on less than a dollar a day" -70 ksh give or take some, the price of 2 packets of milk, or 7 cucumbers, or one pili pili hoho… in other words not much can be acquired with that sum!
I was definitely interested to learn how exactly people living in slums made it work. Some things were expected, the wood, mud or sheet metal structures patched over and over to stop a leak, block holes or cracks or keep out thieves…problems that occurred as the building aged with time. I read about how people living in slums kept their homes clean and free of dust- amazing considering the amount of dirt surrounding many of Nairobi’s slums but seeing it was a different matter. These rusticated seemingly pieced together buildings were thoughtfully and meticulously organized, and cleaned. Decorations whether newspaper cut outs or magazine pages plastered on the walls were purposely chosen, many of them had vinyl flooring, and the ones with kangas draped on the walls and ceiling to keep dust or debris from falling on their belongings had bright colored, fancy patterned fabric that matched furniture coverings or other elements in the home.
I was always amazed how my hosts welcomed me into their home I mean hospitality is very much a Kenyan norm but when people living on that less than a dollar story welcome you by offering you tea made with the packet of milk they purchased specially to welcome you, you sip it thinking wow! There goes half their budget for the day! as they sit there thanking you for paying them a visit. Everyday was so amazing, so simple even when so much was going on. People did not seem to stress about life even when they had need to there always seemed to be an understanding that things would work out eventually no matter what the problem.
Emmanuel, my mac body guide as I called him (which was funny cause he is about my size but mac body non the less as his hard life has made him walk so much taller and stronger)walked me through slums he had lived in when he was younger or slums his friends lived in. He also escorted me through some neither of us had been to before, on those days we just walked through the slums for hours stopping to rest when our feet got too sore. He was always confident encouraging me to take pics even when people around us looked at us suspiciously. We finally came up with a strategy where he would walk in front of me and I'd act like i was taking pics of him so people would become less suspicious of this random girl taking photos of their buildings...as such he is in many of my pics. Still working out how i'd like to exhibit them.
Will be putting some up soon